Happy Father's Day!
This is a deceiving blog... I started it a while ago but it is now 3am in the morning.
A true guy friend is one who will walk home 50 blocks to let a friend have a chance to not sleep alone.
Man my feet hurt. I was walking from Broadway to SW Marine Dr. along Macdonald. I realize Macdonald isn't a straight street... you have to do a ton of twists and turns to go down it till you end up on Mackenzie at 41st because of the old folks home at 41st and Macdonald which doesn't allow you to go straight. The only thing I was thinking about while I was walking, was that I would be severely disappointed if I had walked for nothing.
That's about all the whining I got to do for today.
It's fathers day. Sometimes I fear I've disappointed my father with my failures in life. My sister was telling me the other day when my dad was driving her to work, how he's disappointed in himself for not raising me well enough so that I might be out of school and have a steady well paying job by now with a future. It's actually causing him a crisis of faith. He used to believe God had a plan for us and that everything would work out well if he prayed enough. But seeing as it's not the case he's losing faith. He's also disappointed about how my sister doesn't have a boyfriend yet, my mother is having problems with her boss, and his own situation at work. What a heavy yoke my father carries.
*Sigh* I wish I had a clearer direction in life for what I want to be. All my father really wants right now is for me to graduate with my Bachelors in anything. But in life, a bachelors really isn't going to be enough, thus I feel I'm just wasting time and money to get a degree that's going to help me stand in an unemployment line or temp agency.
I love my dad alot, and it's crushing to know that I'm causing him distress.
Conan! What is best in life?
Crush your enemies! See them driven before you! And hear the lamentation of their women!
A true guy friend is one who will walk home 50 blocks to let a friend have a chance to not sleep alone.
Man my feet hurt. I was walking from Broadway to SW Marine Dr. along Macdonald. I realize Macdonald isn't a straight street... you have to do a ton of twists and turns to go down it till you end up on Mackenzie at 41st because of the old folks home at 41st and Macdonald which doesn't allow you to go straight. The only thing I was thinking about while I was walking, was that I would be severely disappointed if I had walked for nothing.
That's about all the whining I got to do for today.
It's fathers day. Sometimes I fear I've disappointed my father with my failures in life. My sister was telling me the other day when my dad was driving her to work, how he's disappointed in himself for not raising me well enough so that I might be out of school and have a steady well paying job by now with a future. It's actually causing him a crisis of faith. He used to believe God had a plan for us and that everything would work out well if he prayed enough. But seeing as it's not the case he's losing faith. He's also disappointed about how my sister doesn't have a boyfriend yet, my mother is having problems with her boss, and his own situation at work. What a heavy yoke my father carries.
*Sigh* I wish I had a clearer direction in life for what I want to be. All my father really wants right now is for me to graduate with my Bachelors in anything. But in life, a bachelors really isn't going to be enough, thus I feel I'm just wasting time and money to get a degree that's going to help me stand in an unemployment line or temp agency.
I love my dad alot, and it's crushing to know that I'm causing him distress.
Conan! What is best in life?
Crush your enemies! See them driven before you! And hear the lamentation of their women!
posted by Dave at 8:26 PM
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