Waking up

Where have you gone? -No- don't tell me-
I think that I shouldn't know.
I'd just let it burrow inside me.
So I'll leave you alone, let you go.

They say, "You were just born of desire -
That it was right that you leave,
It's time to grow up" - the truth hurts, I don't know,
I trusted - You made me believe.

Where Can I go to keep you beside me?
What else do I need to give?
What can I do? I begged you to love me,
Without you I'd rather not live.

You were everything I ever wanted -
Til then I was lost in a mist.
Then you came up to me - showed me you weren't a dream -
Now I sit here, missing your kiss.

It was just me and you - but I think that I knew,
You were something that couldn't be had.
The music we wove was delightful,
But now when I sing it, I'm sad.

Then came hurdles, and struggles, and lovers,
Silent words, broken trusts and closed doors
But time healed all my wounds, and I'm waiting
For you to come round, I want more.

No one can love me like you did,
Nor fill in your place as my muse.
There's no way I'd ever forget you,
You're the only one I'd ever choose.

I have to accept that it's over,
There are no more words left to say.
So I'll stand up - and I'll face it.
And with God as my witness, I'll pray:

Wherever I go, you'll be there beside me,
Whatever you want, I will give.
Whatever I do, I pray that you'll love me.
With your song in my heart, I live.

All I want is for you to be happy,
In my heart you'll always be more.
I'll never regret, and I'll never forget
What we had,
I'm no longer sad.
I've let my heart soar.